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Friday, December 19, 2008
{ 1:52 PM }

it sad when you have tons of friends around you, but yet you still feel so lonely. its sad when the only person you want to talk wont ever be there for you. and then i realise that i sound pathetic.

this is how i have been feeling, since the day you left me.
i dont want to dwell on it, but yet i cant help myself.
i miss the old you. i miss everything about you.
but every inch of me is telling my heart to stop. im trying i really am. its very hard. so hard that at times i just cannot take it anymore. im crying every single day, every single time i ask myself why im crying and how stupid i can be. i dont want to be like her. i want to move on. like how you are moving on.

dont try to make me feel better now. i realise it wont work anymore, nothing works i guess.

if i could change one thing in my life right know, it will be the ending.


|8.21pm|
im leaving on a jet plane, dont know when i will be back again. (hopefully never)

|9.08pm|
p, check your hotmail.

|9.50pm|
THANK YOU BITCH FOR SENDING ME THE CAMERA, I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS. XD